A Power Within

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Three Favourite Love Quotations For You:

“Love seeketh not itself to please,
Nor for itself hath any care,
But for another gives its ease,
And builds a Heaven in Hell’s despair.”

WILLIAM BLAKE (1757-1827)

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“Age does not protect you from love
But love to some extent protects you from age”

JEANNE MOREAU b 1929

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“Life’s short and we never have enough time
for the hearts of those who travel the way with us.
O,be swift to love! Make haste to be kind.”

HENRI-FREDERICK AMIEL (1821-1881)

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Tears At Another Table.

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It was an eternal wait that day
a long perpetual tedious episode
an abuse on the senses,
the faces filling the clinic suite
sitting too close together at tables that encumbered,
all appearing the same, all resigned to their fate;
all stricken with disbelief.
I watched…

 

Can you put aside like dead flowers a mind that is full of fear?
Can you not feel the pain of those set faces that await
the ‘clarion call’ for  news no one wishes to hear?
Can you relentlessly show that crumbling smile?
Can you quieten the beating of your own heart?

 

I watched the woman sitting opposite me, a reflection of myself,
sitting beside her Man, worry etching her face,
quietly waiting the prophecy that could change their lives,
was she to receive news that would set her Man free?
Set them both free!

 

I watched…I watched…

 

I watched this fragile life snap and break,
I  watched those tears at another table…

 

 

All Rights Reserved  @ Susie Hemingway 2010

 

* NB After being on  Chemotherapy – Velcade  + Dexamethasone (80mg weekly) since February 22 2010 Hamada’s Para-Protein (M-Spike) has only dropped to 15  He is to have a little break and then start Revlimid.

Under A Lovers Gaze.

 
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Under a lovers gaze stoic and stubborn
I fight for you,
in watchful waiting the power of my mind
spurs me on…

 

The tiredness of these determined efforts for you,
to strive is hard to do.
With strength needed as not to succumb
I walk on and on,
for there can never be amongst this pain
nothing left for you ?

 

Don’t ever think I do not clearly see
for if only my eyes could shut out all,
to mar, inflict distress, destroy the purity of,
impair, fatally ruin – All this !

 

Through my smiles, the anguish of my heart,
flows in time with this wretched beast
as it continues it’s wicked path.

 

Under my lovers gaze, I fight for you.

 

*“There is freedom within
    There is freedom without
   try to catch the deluge in a paper cup,
  there’s a battle ahead, many battles are lost”

 

*Extract from “Don’t Dream Is Over” by Crowded House  Written by Neil Finn 1987

 

Photo courtesy:  Matt Rutherford www.mattrutherford.com

 

© Susie Hemingway 2010

Just Quietly Watching – by Susie Hemingway

 

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You watch your family well my love
with twinkling fervency of pride,
not much I’m sure escapes those beaming eyes
whose rays emit relentless joy.
 
The room is filled with noise and bustle
laughter amid the smell of pungent food delights
and scents of Capri Fig Frangipani
as candles burn long into the night.

 

Your efforts never go unnoticed not in my eyes,
burden of encumberment hampers movement,
such little comes now from tired voice but eyes embrace it all.
Just quietly watching… makes you the man so tall.

 

My heart suspends this time as softly plays
the husky subtle pleading of Lamontagne,
good French wine is poured amid the illuminated sounds
of laughter,
as  we count our blessings of these vibrant days, bathed in burnished sunlight of joyful laughter with you.

 

I glance across at your smiling face
just quietly watching…

 

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All Rights Reserved @ April 2010

The Man With The White Knitted Hat.

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We waited the hours together,
us and the man with the white knitted hat,
pale and often slipping down in his chair he looked desperately ill.
His wife sat tiredly and patiently by his side.

 

He joined us once again sitting opposite, in the ‘chemo chairs’ the four of us waiting as if for a bus, but really to win further days.
The skilled nurse attached the Cannula to his oh so pale hand, difficult but finally achieved, he smiled a weary smile across at me.
The jaunty white hat seemed to perch on top his shiny pate
far too small and not really doing the job it was intended for.

 

My heart ached.

 

I smiled back, while my man was busy being attached to
the life giving elixir that would hopefully give them both extra time?
I offered up my usual prayer.

 

The man with the white knitted hat whose face was
waxy pale, glanced across at us.
His wife or carer I noticed had swollen ankles,
perhaps from the many hours spent caring and fighting ‘this beast’ that was trying to take her husband from her.

 

The vials appeared like a sunburst of golden treasures, “it seems  we are travelling the same journey” I said
“Yes, it’s a tough long battle isn’t it” said the man with the white knitted hat.

 

I turned my eyes to see the beautiful slim brown hands of my beloved, my Father’s ring adorning his  right hand resting on the heated pillow.

 

Then looking across at the pale transparent hands of our new friend I noticed,
that the first two fingers of his other hand, were tightly crossed.

 

How my heart ached….

 

 

All Rights Reserved @ 2010
Addendum:  I learnt that this nice gentleman passed away shortly after this poem was written. He was  indeed a fine Warrior!

Shades Of Purple – A Jewel Perhaps.

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Are you a jewel?
Priceless exquisite, cut of flawless clarity.
A glittering seven carat white diamond perhaps?
A gleaming diadem of chosen stones or a
desirable vibrant emerald, of richly sparkling hues.
No!
For you are shades of purple…
 
Purple like the dark rings that surround your eyes,
Purple like the feeling of these past weeks,
Purple coloured days that were draining, not pink.
Purple coloured nights that stretched forever,
as purple as the scarf I wore today, for I was sad.
Definitely purple but no amethyst are you
a solitaire yes, a single flawless gem.
A most valuable priceless jewel and extremely rare.
A Jewel to fight as you do,
Yes! A Purple Diamond,  that’s you….

 

Written with love by Susie Hemingway for all those who love.

“Shades of Purple – A Jewel Perhaps” is now to be published by United Press in their new book “Reflections”

All rights reserved @ 2010

To Fight Again-Thoughts by Susie Hemingway

 

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Late winter months as news imparts
the gravity of this new start
dear God as we  begin this fight
in restless days and feverish nights,
as poison flows through damaged veins
please not let this be in vain…
Smaller smiles through struggling days
of waiting for the nausea waves,
understanding strange regimes
jab jab as harsh it always seems,
as draw for tests to go ahead
when all he wants is his fresh clean bed.

 

Perpetual hours that make me sigh
impatience that since  child has always been
and now this purgatory of hopeful scene,
as tedious the walks I make
through lengthy corridors and doors of pain,
please Lord! let there be a gain.
How good the compassionate nurses who
bring solace to my broken warrior,
a smile or a tender word all make a difference,
I notice a gentle hand on his shoulder,
in their relentless comforting care.
I also notice many sitting there,
with their dreams of better days…

 

My mind whirls as the precious cylindrical vial arrives with pomp and ceremony,
to scientists far away who have tried to bring
with knowledge gained, further days.
It is received with hope and joy
but will it work to overcome?
for this Man who waits expectantly with those oh! so trusting eyes.

 

A Poem about Chemotherapy  February 2010– all rights reserved

All Is Love – For Valentines Day

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Love is a perfect note; love is a certain smile, or a gentle touch.
It is the dripping juiciness of ripe mangos on a parched tongue
or the smoothness of rippling silk as it touches your skin,
or perhaps the sweetest strawberry dipped in liquid chocolate?
Love could be the aroma of double espresso just before it reaches your lips,
or is it the woody smell of a newly lit fire?
All is love…

 

Love is also the stormy greys of long worried nights,
love is restless broken sleep that drains energy from your soul
love is eyes heavy from sadness,
But love is also the ashen face that looks at you when days are bad and you are brave.
Love is you, starting the fight once more as realisation arrives in your eyes.
Love is also the beautiful eyes of family members whose tender glances record their own story.
Love is the strong arms that support and guide your way.
Love is the dearest child who stokes your hair with such beautiful little hands.
Love is our private moments that make difficult days better,
love is that look across the room that says it all.

 

Love is all these things…
And all these things are love,
and you.
 
 
 
Photo courtesy: Janey Johnson Photos
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“Love Poems” by Susie Hemingway.

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Silence Falls – by Susie Hemingway

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Crisp sparkling crunchy views across this linen land
trees bow beneath the  snow laden branches
hungry birds swing and pull at fat-filled gifts that hang from frozen lines, quiet is this life, quiet is this world.
Such beauty in the stranger shapes of intrinsic white on grey as silence falls and covers sadness like a soft downy wrap, comforting like the arms of angels protecting those we love.

 

This winter harsh and cruel will not change much for us
it is a time to be together, a time for closeness and of warmth, a time to renew strength to start with vigour our battle.

 

As crystals melt their prisms, the brushstrokes change
the white that enhances the beauty of this land.

 

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